I love writing more when I’m happy about things rather than the opposite. The only time I truly find myself happy is when no one is in my presence but my boyfriend The feelings Joseph give me just by simply looking my way, is indescribably amazing. Boyfriends come and go, but the fact that he’s my best friend makes him stay a little longer. My euphoria is simply from being around the one I love and how I never grow tired of him. Joseph Norbert Mendonca has been more than just a best friend to me for about a year now, and I love every second of it. I can count on Joseph for pretty much anything. If I asked him to do me a favor, he’d do it immediately without hassle. When I’m sick he likes to TRY and get me better but, somehow ends up just getting sick with me. I go to him for comfort, knowing that he will make everything better. Especially when I have trouble with family, friends, or even in school he kindly listens and gives me feedback. The relationship I have with Joseph is different from any other; we are more laid back and not like the typical honeymoon couple. Sometimes it’s nice to have someone to just lay back and relax with. Or sometimes it’s even better to have someone that will take you along everywhere they go, and hang out with their friends. Either way, thinking about staying with my high school sweetheart never sounded so sweet. 

to surround myself with nothing but positive people and good influences, I’m tired of baby sitting drunk people or being drunk.. I want a difference in my life, and open my eyes to the real world.