I’m different, hell, everyone’s different in their own way.. But every girl has similarities. I DON’T CARE if you’re lesbian, straight, gangster, hipster, emo, etc. EVERY girl has always wanted a fairy tale type of relationship or meet the boy or girl of their dreams in an amazing way.. Since we were young we’ve imaged ourselves walking down the aisle or we’ve imagined our first kiss to be like a movie scene.. I know I have, and you’d be lying if you say you haven’t. Well, I’d like to believe I have had a fairy tale relationship.. Our first night together was May 13th 2012 and I cannot explain how perfect every moment of it was. I felt like I was in a movie, it felt unreal. So many different emotions were taking over my entire body. Our first kiss was at Agnes Baptist Park approximately 12:35 a.m. I know the exact spot, my whole world was turned around that very moment. I can feel our souls intertwining, And ever since I knew I would never let him go, I would never give him up. The first day I finally got to call him mine was on October 30th 2011 He asked me in the simplest way, He took me to his home for the first time, and the second I walked into his room he looked deep into my eyes, I can feel how anxious he was through his finger tips.. He whispered “will you be mine” I was in such awe, and instantly said yes, of course. Our First actual date was on February 14th 2012 yes, Valentines day. He came to my door with one single rose and a hand written note and open arms. He opened the car door for me, bought me loads of candy and took me to the movies. Just a simple cute date, the way he stroked my hand during the whole movie.. I knew I was madly in love with this amazing person. The first time he told me he loved me, I’ve never felt so beautiful, or loved in my entire life. I know I’m young.. But, do you just wait till you’re old to let things like this happen to you? You should never! don’t pass up moments you’re scared that you might get too attached or you’re afraid to be hurt, because all of the memories you make together will only show you how much one person has to offer and how much you can benefit from someone. Another person can bring out sides of yourself you never even knew existed. 

You may not take the time to read this, and I totally get it. But, I just wanted to share my story because I want people to know how much another person can impact on your life, if you let them.. if you open up. It will happen. don’t ever give up, or be close minded.   

I love writing more when I’m happy about things rather than the opposite. The only time I truly find myself happy is when no one is in my presence but my boyfriend The feelings Joseph give me just by simply looking my way, is indescribably amazing. Boyfriends come and go, but the fact that he’s my best friend makes him stay a little longer. My euphoria is simply from being around the one I love and how I never grow tired of him. Joseph Norbert Mendonca has been more than just a best friend to me for about a year now, and I love every second of it. I can count on Joseph for pretty much anything. If I asked him to do me a favor, he’d do it immediately without hassle. When I’m sick he likes to TRY and get me better but, somehow ends up just getting sick with me. I go to him for comfort, knowing that he will make everything better. Especially when I have trouble with family, friends, or even in school he kindly listens and gives me feedback. The relationship I have with Joseph is different from any other; we are more laid back and not like the typical honeymoon couple. Sometimes it’s nice to have someone to just lay back and relax with. Or sometimes it’s even better to have someone that will take you along everywhere they go, and hang out with their friends. Either way, thinking about staying with my high school sweetheart never sounded so sweet.